i dont know what to post! im fucked up. i've been...hgshufjkuwlifb!
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I come undone, oh yes I do. ignorance killing me. sometimes, im sad for no reason. or maybe its just everything at once, and my subconcious feels it but i dont. ill hear a beautiful song and cry, or read an amazing book and just want to be alone. ill see graffiti on a wall and think of all the love the world is missing. i miss him.

i have so many things to tell you but i know nothing will make you smile quite like you do before. i feel like, he will forget me. jaaaaaaaauh plang dah ni. )-: a stupid mistakes makes me wanna do suicide. SHUT THE FUCK UP! im totaalllly down. like seriously did. just got home from Limbang. well, selamat hari natal (-:

i dont get it. i dont get it at all. you tear me down and rip me up. you make me so weak that i can barely stand it. yet im strong enough to keep holding on. i told you, i dont get it. i dont get it at all. i'll be waiting. ok, waiting until you ok with me. )-:

I’ve been thinking a lot lately. i miss midnight talks. and, hangout together. i missing it! im so numb!!!!!!!!!!! im getting lost more & more each minute. and its not healthy, i know we're just friends. but i cant help wonder, if thats truly where we'll end. i wish, this never end. GOD, PLEASE SHOW ME THE WAY!

here i am, awake at 2 am hoping to god that you remember me. hoping to god its not really over, that you'll tell me theres a chance. i dont know. deepku ni. )-:

In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life. It goes on. 4 days!