this is real. this is me. this is exactly who im suposed to be. remember that girl? the one who gave you everything. yeah, and remember when you gave it all up. damn how she cried. ofcourse you remember her broken heart. you know that girl who smiles everyday walks down the street and is actually happy the one who just loves life and lives every second like it was her last. WAIT! you say you dont know this happy girl? she was the same one who cried, poured her heart out to you gave it her all and it still never crossed your mind how much you hurt her. but now shes happy, loving life, because she leaving everything to the fact. I thought i had on person in my life that i could turn to when i was upset or just bored but i guess i was wrong. I should of known better. People leave your life eventually even as much as you dont want them to..... But thinking back on it now, I wish you nothing but the best to you. I think you deserve a punishment from what you did to me, but noone deserves what i went through. i actually want better for you & despite everything we've been through, despite the heardache that followed every fight, and the nights spent sleepless talking to each other every night. I hope you'll still be able to mention me with a smile.i realised people change, come and go. you shouldnt look for the right person. let them come to you. dont waste your time waiting for something or someone who isnt going to come. make your own choices, take risks but dont let them damage you. be strong, love, and have fun because "tommorow" is just an excuse to put off to the inmaginable today.

much love, Afiqah Rahman B.